The Girl Outside my Window

The girl outside my window screams

I want to join her

Screaming on and on

Releasing all the feelings pent up inside of me

To let the world know that I am hurting

I feel anger, frustration

But I am an adult

We don’t scream out loud

My insides scream

My muscles scream

I am envious of the girl outside my window

I done even know how I would begin

Once I started would I be able to stop?

Would I fall apart?

For what is really holding me together?

Unshed tears and Unvoiced Screams

-T. Lazt